I repeat in my head, "give the devil no foothold," when the doubt begins. I try to remind myself that thanksgiving is the best and most consistent way to chase away negative emotions.
Today is one such day. I feel like hiding, because I feel how close my heart is to the surface...how open it is. I am not comfortable with this. I long for a sense of safety. This does not feel safe. "You've been too open," I tell myself, "now, you're going to get hurt."
I am taking a stand against that though! I will rejoice, regardless of my mood. I will praise God that he has put people in my life, that I have had the opportunity to open myself up to. I will live, with my heart open. I will risk, so that I may love.
I know God will provide the strength that I need.
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